Decided to take the hour to reflect on everything after the DDos, obv was acting super emotional to being targeted so I just wanted to break down my case here.
This all started because I took my vote off Juice, I felt suspect about the pile on from Jean and Poyser who were parroting some of my initial reads. I got a bit nervous about this and took my vote off because I didn't want to mislynch Juice again. Poyser tried to get me back on the train in a very direct way and I just did not feel right about this. I then saw Looch break down exactly how I felt and I decided to place my vote on Poyser just to see what happened. Then I just had a wave of people harping on me for doing this. I want to ask any of you why would I be suspect for doing the Poyser vote while Jean and Poyser aren't at all. You can call my anger and frustration performative all you want, I know how frustrated I am with this entire thing, I've never been mislynched as town nor have I even been in real danger of a vote off, I am just trying to figure out where I went wrong and how I can correct any shit I may have done. Sure I personally voted towards Jean because he was hard sus'ing me, but me knowing I'm town can't you see what I'm seeing from my perspective here.